i'm a fool..

ok so i cut my hair before... it was blah!! just a blunt cut or as i liked to call it a "hearty" trim... anyways.. it was bugging me. i didnt know what to do with it... it was just there.. so the other day i cut it again... why?? i dont know. i just told this lady trish to do what she thought... never do that... but i did because i cant make up my mind... lets just say i was doing so good at growing out my hair.. now it will be a while.... o dear. who am i???