dear camera....

well it actually isnt sad. I am home, being a mother to the twins... it is summer!! no school... it is the best!! but i did just relize that i dont have my camera.... i swear it is still at that cabin, there is no way it could be lost... but i think it is time to accept that it isnt coming back... which means my blog will be dead without you!! i just am not the same with no camera to capture all the moments... for example: bailey walked for the first time...i am being a mom today... summer time in general... i need my camera!! i guess i need to buy another one.... i think i have the worst luck with digital things. my ipod got stolen out of my care this year, my camera this year, my camera two years ago... bad luck!! i am mad at myself... but it isnt my fault when people take my things!!!!

do people even care??

so i have just been in utah... doing nothing. my roommate has a boyfriend, and that is the only person i really talk to. she invites me places, but i cant to the couple thing and me being the thrid wheel!!! so i blog, but then i dont know if people read it... haha!! i mean it is ok, but i just wish i was popular on this blog thing. i guess i have to get married and have kids to make it more interesting?? haha KIDDING!!! i just wonder why i try to do somethings..... when nothing ever happens from it!! in many aspects of life this is a question...

ANYWAYS, life is great, sorry that sounded depressing... haha!! i just laugh at this thing, but at the same time i love it!! i feel like my whole family should blog it up, because we dont communicate very well..... meaning the phone calls are not happening!!! WHERE ARE YOU??? haha

BOYS- funny subject!!

SCHOOL- over

NEXT YEAR- i have no clue where i am going to live, i feel like i dont even know who i am going to live with because amber might marry this jesse kid.... lets hope not!! just to keep me sane!! i need to make some new friends to live with!!!!

SUMMER- i need to do my program stuff for the YMCA, but i havent yet because i dont know what i need to do, so i am just going to wait till i get home??? TERA CALL ME

BEACH- i want, and i need you in my life!!

FAMILY- i miss, i am excited to come home and get out of my dramatic world... haha!!

BRITTANY- come home and play with me!! i miss you everyday!!

Listen up everyone....

so dad said that if i can fina a good deal on a cruise.... we can go in a cuise this summer.... you hear that kids.... vacation!! where do i even find good deals...i am not sure, but i am going to find it, i cant even remember the last vacation that i have gone on where the whole family was there.... pepole start looking!!!! not to mexico though because the pig flu... bad news bears. let me know asap!! THIS IS FOR REALS!!!!

Summer is now in session!!

FINALS ARE DONE!!! i am now in summer mode! i want the beach, i want to ride a beach cruiser, no more classes, i get to hang out with the fam bam, get out of provo.... that i feel like i am a little sad about...i feel like it would be fun to stay with my roommate amber and ride bikes, out door movies... you know!! BUT... i am excited to go home!!